words

Laugh and the world laughs with you







Weep and you weep alone

Ok so basically I've decided I don't want to get a masters in CS, that shit fucking sucks



instead I'm just gonna get my BS since I'm already this far ahead and then specialize in cognitive sciences which is something I'm actually interested in (it combines CS, psychology, and engineering)

http://www.reddit.com/tb/abgqc

But It's like we weren't made for this world, though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBfgQvM7wtE


the "party people dancing for the indie star" are all tools





kevin barnes is a genius

Do you have to scream in my face?
I've been dodging lamps and vegetables
Throw it all in my face, I don't care

I'm fucking it up really bad

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(The surrealists were just) nihilists with good imaginations

I am satisfied hiding in our friend's apartment
Only leaving once a day to buy some groceries
Daylight I'm so absent minded nighttime meeting new anxieties
So am I erasing myself? Hope I'm not erasing myself

I guess it would be nice to give my heart to a god
But which one which one do I choose?
Oh the church is filled with losers, psycho or confused
I just want to hold the divine in mine and forget all of the beauty's wasted

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hikikomori




^^^^^I need to fix this and faaaaaaaaast




"This crippling of individuals I consider the worst evil of capitalism. Our whole educational system suffers from this evil. An exaggerated competitive attitude is inculcated into the student, who is trained to worship acquisitive success as a preparation for his future career." - Einstein

this song

I was a huge prick

We barely remember, who or what came before this precious moment.
We are choosing to be here, right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Alive....

In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in...

This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Twirling 'round with this familiar parabol
Spinning, weaving 'round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
chance to be alive and breathing,
a chance to be alive and breathing.

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember; we are eternal,
all this pain is an illusion.

But listen to the Wu son, and maintain it's all real
starvin individuals kill
I puff what's only right, leave the poison alone
projects, infested with rats, cats and crack homes
half of us'll try to make it, the other half'll try to take it

Don't think. Thinking is the enemy of creativity. It's self-conscious, and anything self-conscious is lousy. You can't try to do things. You simply must do things.

And if my face is worth a thousand words when it's scarred
I would only hope that two of those are coco and butta
To heal the wounds of the tissue scarred to mark the death of my womb
But I've graduated, got my wings
And you've got to let go of my constructed Lego egg-o-waffle halo

( a bunch of awesome lyrics itc )


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basically this song just describes what I just went through (an intervention. [This is a shameful past, where I realize how completey wrong I was about everything])



and then


what the fuck it even gets me down to the exploring other people to see my own self




o_O



this fucking song

Is there anybody out there

"I particularly disagree with the one part in the bible that says 'love thy neighbor'



he's such an asshole"

( Some whiny shit who knows )

holy shit this fucking episode of curb